Okay a lot of shit has gone on.
Conor cheated on me, with Ville
Conor got pregnant
the baby is Ville's
Conor says that Ville can't see me anymore if he wants to see their kid, which is fucked up because I love Ville, the weird thing is that I still love Conor, oh god I love Conor so much, so fucking much. It's just that he was fucking things up and making things really hard on me.
So ya things aren't rainbows and puppies nowadays, complete opposite actually.
I love both Conor and Ville
Except...
Conor just depresses me and manipulates me
and Ville isn't "allowed" to see me.
I really need some help right now, to bad I have no one. Maybe I should just kill myself, I am sure things would be easier then, on everyone.

-Deth-